I wish that my entire body turns to one big eye so that I may behold my beloved spiritual guide to my heart’s content. This might not be enough because what if it blinks! I desire lakhs of eyes on every hair of the body so that if a few of them blink, I could still behold him. Beholding him with so many eyes is not lessening the desire rather it is intensifying making me restless. This restlessness is showing signs of proceeding to the next stage of Faqr. A single look at the spiritual guide is equivalent to billions of hajj. May Allah bless me with this condition eternally!